I prayed and cried while asking God for forgiveness and what direction to take to mend my corrupt heart. Missy the day that you called to tell me of your Blessing (the new church) I hung up the phone and Thanked the Lord! I felt as if he answered my prayers and all I had to do was start over again and at the same time praise him in the house of God. Well not long after I struggled again, and the last straw was the devil riding me by using my children in my dreams. I realized I had to become stronger, build my faith and do some serious work on myself. I also needed to understand that bad things will happen but I have to give it all to God and continue to serve him in the process. I have since committed my life to God (I am still working on myself) and my life has seen brighter days and my heart is filled with love and laughter.